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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

No Temptation Seize A Man That He Can't Overcome
Who Am I To Be Fallen?
Crack Your Back On A Slab Of Wood
Come Freedom, Nail It Down
I Come Crawling,
I Come Crawling

(Chorus)
Come Trickle Down And Save The World
Two Hands That I Can't See
Come Breathe, Come Breathe,
Come Breathe On Me
Split-Rib Water, Blood And Bone
Come Now, Come Calvary
Come Breathe, Come Breathe On Me

Testimony Come Now, Quickly, Whisper In My Ear:
Celebration
Peace At Last Not Far Away, Empty Sheet, A Borrowed Grave:
Salvation
Come Freedom, Come
Come Freedom, Come

(Chorus)

Come Freedom, Come
Come Freedom, Come
Come Freedom, Come

(Chorus)

today i prayed as soon as i woke up .. i was like God give me patience with people i usually don't have patience with.. give me the love and understanding you have .. let me smile even if it hurts .. let me act only as you would have me to act .. help me to not let anything get to me .. and you know what ? i've had a great day today. in spite of a couple of  things i've had a really good day.

i realized i'm sick on wasting my time on temporal things .. when they do nothing for me .. i'm tired of guys, lies, rumors, people in general. i figure i'm going to keep my focus where it matters most and then everything else is gonna fall into place. i'm not going to worry about the things that plague me anymore .. God's will's gonna be done and i'm not gonna intefere. i've been dancing all night.. made tim up the feel better tim song .. sang .. put curlers in my hair 'cause we got pictures , talked to michael and dustin and jeannie ( wes' mom) and wes <-- to get pastor jakes number. i can't wait 'til church tomorrow.. =) i feel good you guys .. i really do love you all even if sometimes i cant stand peoples actions or decisions. but it's okay i'm workin on forgiving and forgeting...

good night and sweet dreams beautifuls MUAH!

 

-- every beat of my hearts saying your name --


Monday, September 12, 2005

YOU SHOULD PROBABLY READ THIS

 

 

love is such a strong word.. and people,myself included throw it around like it's nothing. love .. it's not  even just a word it's a commitment as well ..

people go on emotions.. i love you right now cause the flames still there.. but when the flame turns to embers where are you? it takes real true love to turn those glowing embers back into a roaring fire...

when you tell someone you love them , that you're in love with them , you're telling them i see past every flaw you have, straight into your heart and you're beautiful. that i'll be there for you no matter what, good times or bad times. that when i close my eyes its you i see. when i pray at nighttime i pray more for you than i do for myself. if it came down to it i would die for you. i see my whole entire life with you. i see my self 45 years down the road still holding your hand through walmart, cuddling on the couch kissing, and praying at arbys together. saying i love you means if i hear something i'll come to you about it, when you're hurt i want to fix it, when you're cold i want to keep you warm, when you feel like no one cares or you're all alone i want to make you feel like your the most special person in the whole wide world. when you feel ugly i want to make you feel beautiful, when your sick i want to make you chicken noodle soup. when your dog dies or God forbid a family member dies i want to hold you and let you cry , even if my shirt does get wet. i want to know the deepest darkest secrets about you, the worst things about you, and even when i know them it won't matter you're still as perfect as can be to me. on rainy nights i want to play in the mud with you, on snowy days i want to build a snowman with you, on clear nights i want to lay on the trampoline and look at the stars with you. i'll spend hours and hours doing something i really don't wanna do just so i can see you. i'll always think of you ahead of me .. when you say i love you it means i will try to fly for you if that's what it takes to make you happy.

man,, i still love you........


Saturday, September 10, 2005

*u know when you're singing along with your most favortist song, and you know all the words cause you really love it! then maybe a train passes or a door slams, and you can't hear the music anymore, but you
keep singing anyway, as if you could. then, when you
can hear it again, you're still perfectly in time with it. well, that's what love is. no matter how much time has passed in between you can pick up right where you left off .. all the while your hearts still singing the song as if the train, the car door, distance or time wasn't drowning out the music...*


Friday, September 09, 2005

hey kids.. how my pimps been? aww that's sweet i've missed you too!

not much goes on in the world of me ..

besides when i was on the safari in the jungle in africa when the big ol tiger went to attack and it was all like shabam! and i had no arm.. no leg! it was cahrazy let me tell you.

not much left to say ..

holler with some much appreciated lovins

* kel

<3 Jesus!

 

.. every time my heart beats it's saying your name ..


Monday, August 22, 2005

Favorites*


1.Favorite color? black,red,orange,hot pink 

2.Favorite movie? mm.. a bunch

3.Favorite tv show? andy milonakis && cartoons 

4.Favorite song? warmness on the soul/i won't see you tonight -- avenged sevenfold or sunsets and carcrashes-- the spill canvas

5.Favorite band? i got a bahjillion

6.Favorite thing to shop for? i love shopping teehee

7.Favorite season? spring/fall



About you*



1. Siblings? 0

2. How many pirecings do you have? 8

3.Favorite perfume? paris hilton

4.Height? 5'1 1/2 baby yeah

5.b/f or g/f? yes i love my wonderful boyfriend

6. If so what is their name? josh adkins

7.How long have you been dating? 20 days

8.What is your middle name? dawn

9.Eye color? brown

10.Last song you listened too? cold -- crossfade

11.First Kiss? when i was 6 on my hand haha aww

12.Have you ever been in a fight? no im a lover not a fighter

13.Would you fight someone? well i wouldnt just stand there if someone was all up on me hittin me

14.Last person you talked to on the phone? josh's dad

15.Have you been skinny dipping?no

16.Have you ever tryed to be like someone else? i used to want to be all the disney princesses lol

17.Do you trust people? either not at all or too much


18.Are you a trouble maker? i didn't start the fire.. haha

19.Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? 8 piercings

20.Do you own a pair of converse? why yes i do!

21.Are you hyper active person? hyper yessss=)

22.Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? my fingernail in like 4th grade

23.What's your school's mascot? a big ol jolly pirate

24.Do you have a digital camera? mhmm

25.Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"? yeah.. you should love everybody .. but being in love wow.. it's great!

26. Do you think it is better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all? i really do

27.Do you sing? all the time i love to sing

28.If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)? low soprano high alto

29.What color is your toothbrush? it's a 360! pink and white

*Either or*







1.Boxers/Briefs? Boxers

2.Cold/Hot? warm

3.Up/Down? Up

4.Coke/Pepsi? i dont usually drink pop but between the two pepsi 

5.On/Off? On

6.Punch/Slap? plap

7.Tennis shoes/ Heels? heels.. they give me added heighth
8.Eyeliner/Blush? Eyeliner

9.Tan/Pale? Tan. but too bad im pale
10.Bath/Shower? a nice long hot bath yum

11.Brown/Blonde? Bronde

12.Curly/Strait? curly.. im biased lol

13.Mexican/Chinese? can i say both?

14.Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ? *cough .. ur mom



*Do you*



1.Smoke? do you smoke?

2.Cuss ? oh man like a sailor

3.Sing well ? i've been told i do

4.Sing in the shower? if im not listenin to music

5.Play an instrument ? radio count?

6.Want to go to college? not really but im going to *knock on wood

7.Want to get married? eventually yes

8.Want to have children? note above .. right now i have no patience with my dog even


Have you ever*


1.Gone out of state? a couple times

2.Drank alchohal? just say no

3.Smoke? everytime i get angry

4.Done any drugs ?  ima crack whore

5.Eaten an entire box of oreos? aww i love oreos and milk yum yum yum

6.Been on stage? when i've sung and like once time for 4h

7.Gone skinny dipping ? no.. this is getting kindly repetative 

8.Been dumped? bleh.. yes .. and i removed their penis for it too.. no i kid i kid!!

9.Dyed your hair? more times than you can count on ur fingers and toes

*What comes to your mind?*


1.snow? Christmas yay!

2.rain?  playing

3.summer love? a heart

4.banana? the sh is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s

5.New Found Glory? music

6.sister? josh LOL .. oh man

7.brother? josh haha

8.hate? LIARS Ew EW EW

9.President? richard nixon lol


*Who was the last person you..*


1.hugged? cori

2.cried over? josh

3.kissed? JOSH! yum yum

4.danced with? cori at church haha

5.had a sleepover with? uhm.. it was on my birthday and brook and cori and whitney was here.. i think thats the last time?

6.called? josh

7.saw? mom

wow that just took a good 30 minutes out of my life



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